Struggling

I’m struggling today with the situation with my mum. I feel like a recent disagreement has been completely blown out of proportion. This is the reason why I hardly ever make a stand against her. Recently I learned that I am not responsible for her emotions and this is why I’ve chosen to speak up on this occasion. It has led to a lot of stress and I really question whether it was worth it. I feel caught in the middle and that her company is being forced upon me when I’m really not ready to see her. Why do I need to feel uncomfortable in my own home? I should be able to choose when people come over. She was here today and now I’m feeling the pressure to invite them tomorrow when I really don’t want to. 

I’m really not sure why the best course of action is. I think I’ll sleep on it and not reply to the message tonight.